Im an idiot

I paid 16 dollars to make myself cry... I'm an idiot. I'm a fool in love... I expected to be. I'm a fool about most things. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I say whats on my heart... that gets me in trouble ALL the time! Its like when you have to burp but your in public and it would be sooooo rude. No matter waht you do how deep you breath its coming up... Well that is my what happens to me when my mind races and my heart is full. It just builds and builds till I can't hold it in anymore and out it comes, my words. I do my best to not let them be rude words, but I cant stop the emotion that they ride on.